Disconnected

Lately..i’ve been feeling just that. from people and from life. I feel like everything is going by so fast that i dont know whats up or down. I feel left out of the loop and at the same time my life is alot calmer. I go to classes, work, and so on. My routine is boring but its what i have to do right now to stay focused.

lately i’ve been really thinking and analyzing the term:

    BEST FRIEND

what is a best friend?

“is someone who will always be there for you. Morning or night. Someone who will listen you all your problems, even if they can’t help, they will be there to listen. Someone who wont judge you, and will accept you for who you are. You can share secrets with them and know that the world won’t know the next day. You can cry on their shoulder and know that they care. Someone who you can depend on and trust completely. A person you love, and that means a lot to you. These people are hard to find. But they are so good when you have one.”

lately i’ve been longing for that type of friend. that person who you want to call first when something exciting or bad happens.

i know that God has given me friends that are all very different to play different roles but lately i’ve been wanting a friend who has the whole package deal. I know my time will come to find that BEST FRIEND its just hard to wait when you feel alone in a sea of people.

… its what i’m feeling.

                                  .disconnected.